
Her unhappiness stems from how the mother of her adopted son came for him unfairly.
From the way she was speaking, it is obvious John left one huge void in her heart which would be difficult to fill.
on the fact that young ladies should make sure to have a child on their own in order not to suffer the same fate she is suffering.
She says she regrets not having lots of but she would not take back John although she was a great mother to him and she truly loved him.
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